Today everything was fine except for that freak rock climbing incident,and i'm thankful for the fact
that i'm still sitting here fine and well.The thought of how it happened was just eerie and almost
fiction like.

I remember clearly,not vividly that i buckled my safety harness and it took me a minute to do so.
And during the climb,the harness apparently was totally unbuckled and i was kinda high up.
Thank god i made it down alright,but the worst thing was i hardly felt anything.
No fear,no emotions,just nothing.Is this a sign i'm becoming less human or is it that i'm too 
tired to feel anything.

What i can't figure out is how the two IC failed to see that major flaw,even though he was buckling
me through the harness itself.Life was bad and it just got worst,can't even have fun without it being
screwed up.

Thought i'd see you there,but it turned out to be foolish thinking on my part.Disappointed?Yes,
and just when i thought you cared.When all the other couples are fighting for time together,you have to be different.If you don't want that,then why bother holding on?What do you want then i wonder..

`As the sands of time flows away,you're hardly reaching out to just grab them.